he call,... the night become bright n shinny,! haha,... do you believe,! for years i wait,... hurm... at LAST,... he step forwards,... miss his voice,his jokes,... n everything that special for him,,,, i was not feeling well that night,... sore throat plus fever.... hurm,... my voice sucks! he cant understand,.. but he tried to i think!!! haha. so sweet of him...... first time we talk about the teory of love?! great right,... he is kind of understanding friend actually! he knows everything... like what should i do when have problems,... or sometimes he ie the one who will be my hero,... haha,,,, ya,... he is great! but,... he is not mine,.. n he wont be mine,... he loves someone n i respect his decision n feeling! for sure,... i will sacrifice my feeling coz i know that he loves the girl,... i guest the girl really lucky to have him.... really girl!! congrats! like no one can win his heart but you did it! hihi,... altought it's hurts my feeling,... but,... this is life! hahaha... take a deep breath n walk through the door,..!!! kick my ass away from you!!! am i right??? at least it can make you smile again! i got to watch you from far! love to see you smile,... wlaupn dri jauh,!!! but ya.. at least kn,.. i dpt tngok sume tooo n it can make me smile too!! your smile DAMN sweet!!! the whole world will be shinning n sparkling! xoxo!!
|my mind is always on you|